Suck It Up

from All Tied Up by Estyr

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lyrics

I was used to driving alone
with nobody on the telephone but me
Maybe settled for second best, out of fear and loneliness
can’t you understand?

This time though
I’ll hang up the phone
cause I’m seeing you’d rather
be alone

Where am I even going in this fucking town
There’s nothing but big box stores
and empty parks and
2-car garages and lawn-mowing
If you were a better person you’d know how to ask
How I’m doing
rather than being combative you know?
But I’m learning our limits

This time though
I’ll hang up the phone
cause I’m seeing you’d rather
I was alone

And you can vision happy futures
But there’s no secondhand living
That’s just the way it is
So you can suck it up

I spent my years trying
To meet your expectations
Until you really see me
I have to stop

credits

from All Tied Up, released November 3, 2021
Written by Estyr
Music and Performance by Estyr and Rob McLay
Produced by Rob McLay at SUN BEAR
Upright bass by Brandon Davis
Mastered by Elisa Pangsaeng at CPS Mastering
Artwork by Michelle Ngo
Photo by Haley Erin

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